I haven't exercised in two weeks.... I am mortified. I hadn't realized it was this bad! I am so ashamed right now. No wonder I am all pudgy.

This morning I went back to my old workout routine:

Did my arms and now I am going running.... I hate starting all over again! It sucks! But I guess it has to happen, you have to start somewhere right? I just wish I was the only one who knew - and could notice -  that I have gained weight and that I feel bad about myself. It would be easier on the mental...